"For a Friend Who Lost in Way"

For a friend who lost in way
I pray for you're safety every night
For God to guide you always
To keep you safe from trouble and fight

For a friend who lost in way
I lightened a candle every night
So that when you walked across my home
May you see my light to guide

For a friend who lost in way
I wish I can send my words to you
For you to feel you're not alone
I truly wanted to make you comfort

For a friend who lost in way
That cries every night silently
Who keeps fighting to survive
May the sun rise for you to see light

For a friend who lost in way
That seeks for an answer to his problems
May you see what you longed look for
So every night you can sleep soundly

For a friend who lost in way
That searching a companion in his emptiness
Who will fight with him against million
That need a helping hand to lift him up

For my friend who lost in way
That I wanted to share with my emptiness
Who I been comfortable with always
I will fight with you're side and serve as light
Because I've always believe in you
I'm you're friend
And you're important to me.

"how do we lightened up?"

A new day, an new life to start
I find it so appreciable
by what the things I saw
that I would never be in vain

where I can relay and be fit
in others that I wanted for so long
that I can communicate and participate
freely without hesitation and un satisfaction

In a community where every thing work out
everyone do their role wise and respectfully
no corruption and human rights are fairly observed
to live in a nation govern by law and worked by peoples decision

Every things was said to has an ending
Just like when something was started,
soon it will be finished
like a candle that has lightened up this morning
soon but not knew it will die perfectly

A candle light is like a life
we have life to live and work on
but what do we gain from our hard work
or why it is we work hard and in end we die

Its not the length of time we spent walking
its not also the job we take and income we earned
it is the purpose of our journey in this world
how we are being lightened up and how
do we lightened others path

We are such a living organism that corresponds
to one another
there such a saying that no man in an island
winners also needed someone to clap for them
and a listener nor reader for someone who
speak and write

In a single day, every day we open our eyes
were been lightened by who, by God
we have all the perspectives and paraphernalia
to influence
So ask to youre one one time,
"How do I affect others and lightened up their candles"

"Looking back upon"

Times goes by
as I stand upon here
I see many things
and witness so many lie's

I know was is right
to do and comply law
But what wrong is right
and what right is wrong

I see many faces passed through me
and all of them are changing
Some going up and some going down
but what about me - I don't know

Some of them that I may know
that I used to walk along with
Are going far and far away
and yet I'm the one who's being left alone

As I sit on a bench
and look up at a tree
I guess its the same tree I look before
Back 10 years of my life

I miss my friend's so much
trully it hurts inside
That we're not going to be the same
as we are use'd, while studying

I feel so sad of what I've done
that I fake my own destiny
Make my own life miserable
like a metal eating by its own rust

I regretted so many thing's
that I made in my life
And wished I didnt make them
thus time would turn back

And now I'm still here, doing the same thing as before
what wrong is right, and what right is wrong
I dont know because im lost and didnt know where to start
Please help me, even though youre still angry to me

"Wish"

One night I wish
that my dreams come true
For the thing that I wanted
will make me happy through

Like people on streets
having friend laughing loud
Love and care they're sharing for
happy memories they make true

One day i wake up
nothing new, nothing found
Nothing else have been moved
from the trash I dumped up

So all the things that I wish
on that day, on that night
With a little tears from my eyes
truly nothing come true

I sit on my bed and look on the mirror
asking why he wish for something like that
Then I saw something falling down from his eye's
the I realize that I'am the one who's crying
for what I made that night

Then I lay on my bed
crying softly on my pillow
and closed my eye's tightly
hoping get sleep soundly

A best friend

The way we are
the way we used
How much important
Our love to each one

I see you as a little brother
who's my best friend at all
We can share our inner taught's
and do more things with each other

But now that youve grow up
develop more and became a man
Somethings different happened to me
and I get shy to you all the time

I've got a disturbing feeling toward you
that make my hearth beats pump fast
Which make me nervous every time
I see you and go with you

You feared out that theres something wrong
that why Iam avoiding you
You think that Im angry at you
and you wanted to talk to me

One day you came to my home
and tried to talk to me
But I said that I'm busy
and youre eyes shreds a tears on youre eyelids

You said that you will come back again
with a voice of a shallow well
And I know that I hurt you
thats why I grab youre hand and hug you

I'm sorry for what I've said and done
that make you sad all the time
Im sorry to avoid you every time I can do
Because I dont know what to do,
to this sick feelings i got for you

I stare at you're beautiful eyes
and getting all my confidence up
to tell you the reason
that Im hiding to you at time back then

Back then you're young, my best friend trully
when were worry free and easy to go
But now its broken like a glass break shattered pieces
because of me, who is the one and trully let go

''I want to be near you, because you've my best friend,my mate
youre a good person and companion in time of happiness and sadness to
Who will take a good care of you're love one's fairly
because the only reason is I develop my hearth to you

You hug me and start to cry
and you said you miss me so much
That you wouldnt be complete without me
because you feel the same way i feel for you

At the end of the day
there is one thing that clear to us
We will have each other
because we are best friends and we're in love

I wanted to be with you....

The wind blew to my body
takes away my worries
At my tears fall down my face
the cold feeling remains to me

The sadness of my youth
tearing me apart gradually
The pain in my hearth was screaming out loud
a siren of sadness and sorrow within

The breeze was cold enough
to make me feel that Im alone
Which I wanted warm from you're hug
trully I cannot find here at home

The silence, the cold, the feeling killing me
I waited you're arms to be wrapped on by
I wanted to be comfort by you're shoulder
I wish you for what i wanted

The scenery that I see with my eye's doubtly
was the reason for my misunderstanding
To think, and react to my faulty conclusion
that Im not comfortable to set aside

Now that Im alone with no one to depend on
Im truly sad that I cant hold any one now
To relay my shoulder and be comfort
So I can rest this body tired and exhausted