I thought in life

I am wrong in my decisions
Selfish thinking only himself
High dignity caused by egos
Franked whom doesn't want to help

I am bad talking with others
In every conversation might
Others would think that I'm polite
Fake smile replay by a liar

I am lazy in my own work
Don't find time to finish my course
After take you personal fork
Where I bid in your own honor's

I am stubborn you don't need ask
Nor say please for me to appeal
I will do the job correctly
For this the thing I know only

I am dumb who have failing grades
Even review early morning
Cant keep up remembering thee
Notes in study and responsibilities

I am nothing whom realize
Nothing whom sprout from something
Nothing whom not taste the life I wishes
I am nothing whom want to be somebody

what i said to my self,

This time let my inner be heard
Make my very voice stand itself
Speak every thought which altered
Uttered with in those cant help

What questionnaires I don't answer
What favor those not polite offer
Where lies I return in bitter
Where truth I deceived by hunger

Where I take those I can see
Whom found abundance luckily
Over runnet pleasure luxury
Shining with brilliance and radiance

Afraid of the many chances
Restricted not to cross over
Stay'd wait the border
On what do they called a safe zone

In the near, coming, break of dawn
Will I rose and would reach up high
Look for my spot light to lightened
Show all, make me what I really want