''Me'' onieross90

Why Do I Wish For Something That Are Beyond My Reach
That Makes Me Pursue To Make Fantasy Real
Where I'm The Leading Character Of The Game I've Made
That Created By My Heart And Strengthened By My Fate

Where I Try To Be The Best
That The Opposite Of What I'm
Who Have Been Far Enough From The True Reality
I Try To Put Mask To Cover My Face
That The Others Would Not See Who I'm Inside Of Me

The Peoples That I Care are The Ones Who Pulls Me Down
Where The Truths I'm Keeping Secret
Was Not Enough To Make Me Sound
I Try To Keep Secrets To Avoid Hurting Them
Where I Know In Each Lies
Hides The Pre Wounds I Could Mark Permanent

I Choose To Walk Alone Bowed Head To Others
Walking In The Sided Of The Side
Where There Are Darkness Even In Light
I Talk Them With Respect
Even I Know They Are Faking Me

Peoples Think That I'm Nothing
That Can Easily Be Cheated On
That Do Not Know Their Truly After
In Every Time They Come For
I Always Bowed My Head
Not For The Reason I Respect Them
I Do It Every Day To Hide The Real Me
That I Hate

I Hate My Self For What I Became
That Make Me Dumb With Every Second I Breathe
Keep Trying To Be Understand
Keep Trying To Belong
When I Know That Ive Lost
The Dignity I Cant Own

So I Sleep on My Bed
With No Pillows Under My Head
Only Rocks And Sands Make Me Safe
From The World Of Hates That I Made.