I want to be young, I want to live forever

I want to be young, I want to live forever
to cherish all the moments I where on earth
to fell the excitement flows in my vein
to become what a human need to take

I want to be young, I want to live forever
afraid of getting sicked and hospitalized
afraid of getting old and wrinkles on my face
afraid of death, to die my flame

I want to be young, I want to live forever
if peoples I know dying in front of me
if peoples go away and I'm left all alone
if this life is what i wanted, I'm surely I don't call

I want to be young, I want to live forever
living forever without companion on road
even a single person whom will listen to my word
being young premature, childish in all way

I want to be young, I want to live forever
it's hard to die if you have something to regret on
it's hard to give up if you still don't learn to take
it's hard to let go when your still afraid of loosing ones

For those persons I really hate

Stupid person come every where
Stupid person doesn't deserve well
Stupid person known harm only to others
Stupid person irritate my skin

Stupid person I hate almost
Stupid person I wish never told
Stupid person doesn't want to leave
Stupid person don't do any deed

Stupid person don't belong here
Stupid person always barging in
Stupid person whom do nothing good
Stupid person a parasite mean

Stupid person those people I know
Stupid person conclude backward
Stupid person who envy my goods
Stupid person I hate really most

Stupid person nothing good really do
Stupid person only think their food
Stupid person self centered jealous fort
Stupid person I hope don't catch you

If I am selfish

If I am selfish, I would not wake early in the morning
To cook some food to be eaten up
Would not iron clothes and prepare their things
Before my brothers leave and go to school

If I am selfish, dirty and stubborn
I would not wash the dishes and sweep the floor
I rather leave the table, without picking the mob
And assume everything will clean their selves as magic

If I am selfish, lazy and arrogant
I m surely never touch the toilet bowl barehanded
Every time I clean the bathroom with detergent and bleach
What the heck. I m barehanded fucking shit

If I am selfish,don't know to act and pretend
I will never polish the furniture, couch and chairs
Specially the cabinets, the windows, the walls
Where I can write my name on the thick dust pawned

If I am selfish, smart and naive
I'll pretend a nice boy, polite and kind
In every time a good deed came roundly
Intact with the chimes and lines intentionally

If I am selfish, rude and naughty
Do you think I will help you to carry
Carry your boxes and package freely will
Unlike my cousins who do it with fee

If I am selfish, fashionable and egoistic
Would I wear this dull clothes, old and ruggies
And go outside, run back and fort, such perspy and smelly
Whom didn't mind the sweat and dirt I got on my face

If I am selfish, I would never be a loving brother
Who always think the best for my siblings
Who always putting the young first
And letting himself to wait and be set aside

If I am selfish, who would only listen to himself
I would party all day, with friends on street
Go to malls, buy eat and watch movies
Waste your money, that you work hardly

If I am selfish, stupid bullshit
Who didn't know anything rather than computer games
Who didn't go to school. cutting and absenting
Who think only the pleasure of present enjoyment

If I am selfish, I would never be a loving son
Who always reminding that you existed on me
Who's afraid that got hurt-ed by knowing my fails
Where I learned to keep it secrets, to make you happy and proud

If I am selfish, I would be a king in my own
Don't take commands from my ancestors home
I will be greedy, a thief in many
And never be thrifty to save some penny

If I am selfish, envy materialistic
Whom dream wanted only haven earthly things
Luxurious items, expensive gadgets
Which in real life I see, which in real life I never touch

If I am selfish, careless and inattentive
I will never listen to you every time you complain
About the mistakes and flaws invisibly made
Where you seek point in every time I follow orders

If I am selfish, who didn't want companions
Would you see me ignoring you every time you came home
Will I smile and say "Hi" every time I see you
Heh, still thinking I'm selfish foretold

If I am selfish, really a shit selfish boy
I would never care to others and mind if I hurt them
I will never limit my self and restrain freely doings
If I am selfish, I know I will be free and happy more

Another one :-)

Who I am inside of me
Well guess it delinquently
Watch for my doings
That me myself don't knowingly

The guitar strings play as I touch
The stands start to rock
The music in my ears I surely never heard
The kind of rhyme pulse and hymn

A dull painted wall
A house never sold
My humor doesn't foretold
This disaster I get involved

My body stood as tree
Straight as straight as it can be
Nervous, afraid of the crowd space
Hoping all I can do is to escape

As their mumbling make shouting noises
I move my face roundly
Use my eyes to find a hitch
And there exactly, yo came unexpectedly

The flame in my heart started to burst
The emotions are intense and near to explode
I'm getting all I can breath to make this pose
My stemmed confidence ready for force

I lift my hands and wave to the sky
My mouth started to sing a praise
The crowd joined me as I sing the phrase
And then you smile and look at my face

I found my inspiration to live my life
I found the reason for me to wake up
An emptiness filled up by your loving embrace
A partner, a soul mate, forever engraved

For the one... if only....

For everyday I work on your account
Checking your wall for thing's you've post
Looking for your picture's, I hope - newly upload
Tracing all your replays in every friends post

A hobby I create in my everyday
Do not to forget to check you daily
For me to know that your safe and soundly
And like all the things you've posted repeatedly

I love the young spirited of you
The innocent and childish act you do
Your tease and comments in an odd manner
Really makes me laugh, although it's roughly true

But I cannot say directly to you
Nor write on chat box that I like all of you
I know it's awkward to say " I love you"
Because I know, for now its must not do

Your young and free, have right to enjoy life
And your future is promising for a better tomorrow
If I interfere and connect to your life
I know I'll disappoint you, coz I'm not yet a better one

I promise to myself and you,that I'll workout my life
To make me a better person that you deserve to have
That you will never regret to fall in love with me
So, just for now, let me love you silently

Loving on your shadow's

I don't wanna do or move any muscle
All I need is your loving embrace
For my tears to be shred by your tender touch
And say to me " Every thing gonna be okay"

But how will everything will workout
If you left me and gone forever
Don't take a chance to have a word for me
Except this letter of farewell goodbye

You left me hanging in this air
This thin and thrilling air I breath
The silent deep cut I feel in my body
Which I feel in my heart killing me deeply

You've better kill me rather that leaving me alone
Alone in the high pitch of our relation tone
I wish I was dead for not to feel the hurt
The pain and sorrow you left me intentionally

What did I do to make you go away
All I ever do is to obey you proudly
I serve you every second I breath in the air
I walk in this earth, everyday on your turn

I don't take a chance to disobey your hard wish
I don't take any opinion rather than your voice
You hold me in your hand strongly and over ruled
I make my own cage and your my key to conjured

So how can you do this, to your polite servant
A servant who love you with his heart and soul
A prisoner whom not taste the freedom to the wanderness
And now who only knows, to love on your shadow's

For the First Time

For the first time I see you
I been looking in your eyes
For the first time in my life
I know something deep inside

For the first time that I felt
Upon looking in your bright eyes
For the first time I pretend
that I know you in your whole life

For the first time I see you
I have tear joys in my eyes
For the first time to remember
Your beautiful smile polite

For the first time I hear you
Your soft voice young and high
For the first time that not the last
I will watch your sweet insight

For the first time that I notice
You look back at me
For the first time I feel shy
I cant believe your sweet "hi"

For the first time to remember
When your looking back at me
For the first time that I will treasured
I understand what love is