If I am selfish

If I am selfish, I would not wake early in the morning
To cook some food to be eaten up
Would not iron clothes and prepare their things
Before my brothers leave and go to school

If I am selfish, dirty and stubborn
I would not wash the dishes and sweep the floor
I rather leave the table, without picking the mob
And assume everything will clean their selves as magic

If I am selfish, lazy and arrogant
I m surely never touch the toilet bowl barehanded
Every time I clean the bathroom with detergent and bleach
What the heck. I m barehanded fucking shit

If I am selfish,don't know to act and pretend
I will never polish the furniture, couch and chairs
Specially the cabinets, the windows, the walls
Where I can write my name on the thick dust pawned

If I am selfish, smart and naive
I'll pretend a nice boy, polite and kind
In every time a good deed came roundly
Intact with the chimes and lines intentionally

If I am selfish, rude and naughty
Do you think I will help you to carry
Carry your boxes and package freely will
Unlike my cousins who do it with fee

If I am selfish, fashionable and egoistic
Would I wear this dull clothes, old and ruggies
And go outside, run back and fort, such perspy and smelly
Whom didn't mind the sweat and dirt I got on my face

If I am selfish, I would never be a loving brother
Who always think the best for my siblings
Who always putting the young first
And letting himself to wait and be set aside

If I am selfish, who would only listen to himself
I would party all day, with friends on street
Go to malls, buy eat and watch movies
Waste your money, that you work hardly

If I am selfish, stupid bullshit
Who didn't know anything rather than computer games
Who didn't go to school. cutting and absenting
Who think only the pleasure of present enjoyment

If I am selfish, I would never be a loving son
Who always reminding that you existed on me
Who's afraid that got hurt-ed by knowing my fails
Where I learned to keep it secrets, to make you happy and proud

If I am selfish, I would be a king in my own
Don't take commands from my ancestors home
I will be greedy, a thief in many
And never be thrifty to save some penny

If I am selfish, envy materialistic
Whom dream wanted only haven earthly things
Luxurious items, expensive gadgets
Which in real life I see, which in real life I never touch

If I am selfish, careless and inattentive
I will never listen to you every time you complain
About the mistakes and flaws invisibly made
Where you seek point in every time I follow orders

If I am selfish, who didn't want companions
Would you see me ignoring you every time you came home
Will I smile and say "Hi" every time I see you
Heh, still thinking I'm selfish foretold

If I am selfish, really a shit selfish boy
I would never care to others and mind if I hurt them
I will never limit my self and restrain freely doings
If I am selfish, I know I will be free and happy more